Attempt #2

So I got my period, called my doctor and am now halfway though my 2nd clomid cycle.  I went in yesterday afternoon, which was my CD12, to see if I had any eggs and I did have several, but they were all pretty small.  I had one good one on my right ovary that was 14.5 mm, but it was still smaller than they wanted so I'm going in again tomorrow morning to see if it has grown any.  All day I was talking to it and telling it to GROW!  But if it doesn't want to and this is not our month, that's ok too.  I feel like I've been slightly worse this cycle emotionally, but they did up me to 100 mg's for this one so I kind of expected it.  It's actually been pretty good considering I took more.  I'm ready though to see the 2 lines on the pregnancy test.  I've been taking OPK tests every morning and they're pretty light, and actually much much lighter than they were at this point last cycle.  So I'm not sure if I'm just ovulating later, or if I just won't this time.  But I keep feeling twinges on that right side and everytime I hope and hope that it's my little egg trying to get big enough to work.  I'll now tomorrow morning though if there's any hope for this cycle.  Wish me luck!!