I'm back.  It has been a long and very much needed break, but I'm finally ready to keep going on this crazy ride.  Last month we decided to go ahead and try again, so I went to the Dr on my day 3 and of all things there was a cyst!  So she said to give it another month and come back.  So we went back this last Friday and everything looked great.  I started Friday night and I'm on day 4 of the Clomid and day 7 of my cycle.  So far, I can't really remember if it's like last time yet or not, but I figure once i get on the estrogen the emotions will come flooding.  The 150 mg dose worked for us last time so the Dr said she would start us there again, even though it had been so long since I'd been on anything.  I'm really hopeful, but I'm also thinking that since it's just the first cycle, even at the high dose again, my body might take a time or two to get up to speed.  But we'll see.  It's still really weird to be getting into this stuff again.

Our due date was in June and I actually had a harder time with it than i thought I would.  Plus I had to go t a wedding that day and watch people be happy and hopeful for the future and something inside me just snapped.  But my husband is amazing and he went into the bathroom with me and just let me cry and cry.  I can't imagine coming to that time next year and still not even being pregnant yet.

My follow up appt to see if any follicles grew is next Monday.  Cross your fingers!